Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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6:59 pm - This sucks...
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Shit has hit the fan...
I just need a good ear and a nice long cuddle.
( Only close friends read please... )
If you got an ear and will just be there to cuddle... let me know.
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Monday, June 20th, 2005
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1:17 am - Long time no update....
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Well here is an update on me...
Got a job at Toxic Hell(tm)
Moved out of my parents house
Started classes...
Dumped/got dumped... still havent figured it out... i said bye... and havent heard any thing....? oh well
Things to do.
Get laid
Get a new job
Get sleep
Get laid
Get sleep
Write more
Learn to talk more
Get sleep
Get laid
Sleep
and did i mention get laid?
Well that my update... i hope to keep this more up to date.... but who knows....
later all...
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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5:49 pm - Did i mention life sucks.
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There is a lot of shit that is hitting me right now and i dont know if i can stand it all. I feels as if my girl is going to dump me and i dont know what to do or to say. I talkd to my high preast about some thing that was/is effecting me that happend. she got mad and we are in a long distence relation ship righ now and with her mad like this i dont know if it will last.... what the fuck am i to do? huh? i thought that this girl was the one. the girl ment for me. the girl the i was to be with for the rest of my life. how the heck... what the fuck... i dont fucking know what to do or say...
Some one please help me. I have alway been looking for a girl that i can spend the rest of my life with. I thought she was the one. But as this happens i just dont know. maybe i am sapose to be with some one eles. maybe i should look eleswhere. I would never have started this relationship if i knew this would happen. I would never have started a relationship that went nowhere. I want to get merried. I want to find some one to spend the rest of my life with. someone that loves me the same way i love her.
screw sex, screw looks, i just want love. (Hours of loveing cuddleing is good too)
I am sorry for the rant i needed to do it.
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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10:47 pm - Life sucks...
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My girlfriend's ma' is haveing hart surgry this weekend. She cant come to see me like we had planed. The surgry is the same that her grandma died in the middle of. Her ma' is the only family that she has left. If her ma' dies she will be torn to pices. I dont know what to say or do. I am so far away from her and I dont know how to help. I can't hold her. And I cant call her. What am i to do.
Any why. I am alright just worried about her and her ma'. Talk to you later.
current mood:  depressed
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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3:29 am - Starting a game project.
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I am starting a game project. I will start small and use just as little resources as I can. Then when I can and when it gets too big to store on the current surver i will transfer it to sorceforge. If you want more details you will have to keep reading my journal as i will keep you updated as to what i am doing here.
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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5:30 pm - My room.
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My room is now clean. I took the whole week, well sence wed. It is now actully clean. I am proud. It looks good and i feel good about it. :-)
current mood:  accomplished
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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8:20 am - Is it really me?
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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1:55 pm - Do you still read my journal?
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If you stil read my journal plaese post a comment letting me know that you are still there. Thanks.
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1:53 pm - Where oh where has my mind gone?
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I need to clean my room and I am sitting on the computer talking to my girlfriend. What am I thinking? I dont know.
BackStory:
Ok i met this gal on line. And we really hit ot off. And I love thins girl. And I love to spend any time I get with her.
Problem:
She lives about 10-12 hours drive away. So the only time i get to spend with her is online or on the phone. So it is hard. I know that she is the one that is sapose to be with me and i with her. Its just hard some times not being able to hold her in my arms when she is sad or upset. Not being able to see her beautiful face when ever i want to.
Question:
What should I do? How I help to make this work? What do i do? i need to know.
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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5:15 am - I am back...
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Well from an long and extended stay away from the livejournal thing.... i am back and hope to be posting more often... keep in touch and live long and prosper...
current mood: accomplished
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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6:03 pm - My craft name???? hmmm maybe it fits?
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Celtic-Eagle Hinkley
current mood: peaceful
current music: Celtic women -- Mix
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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6:34 am - Dam IM people
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I am mad a friend keeps logging on and saying "Hi" or "How are you" or stuff like that then imeiditly loggs back off.
They aren't invisable i know that. The think its funny and it just makes me mad..... they do it to me all the time.
We do talk a lot i mean really talk. but they some times just play around.... and it makes me mad....
Maybe i should just get on line and stay invisable and only talk to people i want to when i need to.... well any help
And if you want to talk to me go ahead and im me if you dont have my im names just go to my profile page and e-mail me i will give you the whole list.... if i am online i am on all the diffren names.... i never go invisable.....
later...
current mood:  pissed off
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6:21 am - Wanted where can i find this.....
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I am looking for a production of "The comedy of errors" by Shakespeare. I want to see it its too hard for me to read this play and in vision it. so where can i find eather a video taped version of a production or something..... help
I love this play but it has been soooo long since i have seen it that i want to see it again.... thank i hope....
current mood:  curious
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4:08 am - I don't remember doing this before...... oppes i guess i did.
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I'm an irredeemably eejitous, liberal, tight as fuck, pathetically simple-minded, dribbling child!
See how compatible you are with me!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
Dam i didn't remember doing this before.... it gave me an old old old e-mail and said i was 85% compatable......hmmm i dont know what to say......
current mood: confused
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2:48 am - Petition to sign.....
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12:40 am - Friend not contacting me....
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I have a friend that is sapose to get a hold of me to do some thing for new years. At this time all i have is there e-mail there im names and where they live.... i dont have the phone number.... what am i sapose to do..... I want to go hang out but they havent gotten a hold of me.
I just want to do something for once during new years....
current mood:  cranky
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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5:55 am - What do you save to?
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| What removable media do you save to? | | <input ... > | 5 1/4" floppy disks | | <input ... > | 3 1/2" floppy disks | | <input ... > | CD-R | | <input ... > | CD-RW | | <input ... > | ZIP | | <input ... > | USB Flash/Thumb | | <input ... > | None, I upload it to the internet to have it merrored around the net. | | <input ... > | None, i dont need to save any thing. | | <input ... > | How do you save again. | <input ... >| <input ... > | This Poll by nixlinuxk64 |
| Click here to view results |
current mood: curious
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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8:11 am - cute...
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current mood:  chipper
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1:50 am - I need the handbook.....
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Can someone please tell me where i can the handbook for girls. How do i talk to them. Here is my problem: I have to be honest, and i have to be myself, but when i do all the girls i meet just want to be friends and nothing more. I dont get it. Can i please get the handbook, post a link, send it to me in e-mail, if you want snail mail it to me... if you need my addresses just ask. i need the dang hand book. I need to know what to do.
Please anyone that is out there can you help?
current mood: confused
current music: Irish celtic instermentals.
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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5:34 am - For those of you that don't know.....
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I am now a pagan, wiccan to be more precice. I was not connecting with my old religion it didn't make me happy. I didn't feel connected to it. but i met a few friends that were pagan/wiccan. Well for the longest time i have been looking for some thing diffrent and these people made me feel it, so i tryed to learn more. at one point they let me in a circle that they were useing to help 'clean out' one of them. well i never felt soo close to any thing i have ever done. I new that this is something i should fallow up on. and as i learn and grow i am seeing that things that i used to just blow off or push away are real things i used to see and think nothing of i find out that it is real. If you have any questions e-mail me or just reply to this post...
I will answer just about any question you can ask...
later and blessed be.
current mood: peaceful
current music: Bagpipes
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5:12 am - Cleanig takes forever....
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Well for me at least I take my time and try to sort things i don't want and things i do and things i might be able to sell. takes forever. plus i nees to get the spot for my alter cleared out ...... i need it to face north. i have the place decided but just need to make the space..... well talk later.
current mood: annoyed
current music: Pagan girl -- Emeriled rose
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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12:38 am - To clean or not to clean....
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That is the problem. I dont know.... i want to do it but is is hard to let go of all this stuff. I want to get more space but need to. What is a guy to do... I am trying to make a place for my alter but i am haveing trouble getting it done. I am working on getting out all the trash and trashlike stuff.... at this point i dont really care.. i just want alot of this stuff out of here....
Well the 25th was one of the best ever.... i sayed home alone and the whole house was quite..... it was wonderfull....
well see you all later....
Blessed be.
current mood: thankful
current music: Celtic mix
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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3:31 am - Walk in the night.
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Well i am woking on cleaning my room. It is a long complacated process. I am woking on puting up an alter for the Goddess and God some thing more permonet. something i can leave up for a longer time than the one i have been useing. If you have any sajestions please let me know.
This room was full of all kinds of junk. lots of stuff i am just throwing out and trying to get rid of. If you want something just throw me a line and i will see what i can do
i am so sorry i haven't been able to update this as often as i started out doing. I will try to do better.
Talk to you all later. If you are still reading this let me know. I hope i still have some friends out there but i never know.
bye for now.
current mood: chipper
current music: May the Circle be Open -- Circle of Women
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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2:27 am - Back in action
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I am back...i hope to stay.....
I am starting to learn the pagan path wicca and being pulled twords the celtic ways....
just thought i would jive a shout out that i was still alive...
current mood: accomplished
current music: Celtic instrernemtal
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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12:21 am - What dose this mean?
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I did this test and it tells me this. What dose this mean?
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